I know that this blog has become a place of doom and gloom recently. I am truly sorry for that - I am trying to shift this constant feeling of being blue and I hope that you don't ditch me whilst I do!
Since...the...well, you know (no I can't say the word yet)...I have been reminded how lucky I am to be a Mummy to DJ. That I should be grateful for him and remember what a gift he is.
I DO KNOW HOW LUCKY I AM.
I DO KNOW HOW AMAZING HE IS.
I KNOW HE IS A GIFT.
But having DJ and all that it means to be a Mummy makes my loss seem harder somehow. Everyday I can see what I have lost. I am reminded about what should have been.
Sorry, rant over
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