Showing posts with label scared. Show all posts
Showing posts with label scared. Show all posts

Wednesday, 1 June 2011

Confessions of a POAS addict

Hi, I'm Dawn and I'm addicted to peeing on a stick.

Since last Tuesday evening, I have taken numerous pregnancy tests.  Each one has been analysed for the strength of the line compared to previous tests, looking for changes and possible good or bad news.

But each time I take one that seems to have a stronger line, the next seems faint and the panic sets in.

I'm trying to get down to every other day, but I'm frightened.  I have waited for this time for years and now I am scared something is going to come along and snatch it from me.

I have less than 2 weeks to go to make sure that everything is growing ok.  I just wish that I would enjoy this stage.  However, I know that until the scan, I will continue to read way too much into everything, including changes in lines!