I'm not really sure why, but I have been missing from my blog and Twitter for a while. To be honest, thinking about it, I do know why... I've run out of words, feelings and energy.
Everyday is a battle to stay awake, to make it through the next hour. I've not just excluded myself from my online support network, but I have also excluded myself from friends, family and myself.
I can barely function as a person any more - uni, IF, endo crap, family....
I know that so many people are feeling this way. I'm sorry for feeling this way.
I wish I could think of what to say. I wish I could kick myself up the backside, but in all honesty, lifting my leg that high seems an impossibility (haha)
I'll see you soon, when I have something nice to share. When I can lift my fingers to type. When I am not lost within the mess and darkness of myself.
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